My Field of Tears
These are all my original poems. I hope You enjoy them.

Field of Tears
I close my eyes and I know that they will come.
Fears flood my mind as my heart goes numb.
I sigh aloud as I feel them draw near.
But I find comfort in this place, it is very dear.
For it is my field of tears.


Friendship Poem
This is to remind you that I still care,
That whenever you need me you know that I'll be there,

For on those cloudy days when your sun doesn't shine,
Come on over and I'll share mine,

For those hard days that leave you feeling blue,
Thats what I'm here for I'll help you to get through,

When everything is tiring and weary,
I help you out and you'll find that things don't look so dreary,

When your world seems as if it has shut you out,
I'll be there for you and clear away your doubt,

For all of these you owe me but one thing,
To do the same for me whatever the future may bring.
By, My Own Destiny (Tari` Narmolanya)

You'll Never Know
You will never know how my heart skips a beat when you look at me,
How just one of your smiles can set me free.

You will never know how when your eyes touch mine,
How I wish there was no such thing as time.

You will never know that when I turn away,
I always wish that I had the courage to stay.

You will never how I truly feel,
Or how you opened up my heart and broke its seal.

You will never know more of me than what I seem,
You will never know that you are my secret dream.

You will never know what you mean to me,
Or what I wish that we could be.

By. My_Own_destiny

Never to be.

I turn away and pretend that you are not there,
that I can carry on without a care.
I can't seem to put you behind me,
I hold back my emotions and ignore your desperate plea.
But you see straight through me to my despair,
You know that my grief is to much to bear.
I continue on and force myself to flee,
We must both face now that we were never meant to be.




About Tari`

Guys:
I usted to think of the ultimate guy for me as being tall. Handsom:Having dark hair and eyes and being semi-romantic.
After going up to the high school I realized whoa! These guys are jerks! So I kinda had to rethink me idea. I figure well if he has a good attitude is funny and respectful damn thats enough for me.
Then as if to show me up I met this great guy that was: Tall, Hansom:dark haired and eyed,and was great to be around! Gee and I had the most horrible crush on him! But I'm totally over him,I acuatlly found out some stuff about him by talking to friends that made me say well I guess he isn't so different after all.Serves me right doesn't it?
okay (its about 2 months since last guy updaye) so I'm still not over him so what?! I know he's a jerk but geez never look him staright in the eyes! He like sucks you in! do I need help? should I see a shrink? maranwe think so.